And just like that...

...there's a rainbow.

It's hard to see in the photos from my phone, but it was actually a double rainbow, and we could see the entire arc. It was pretty special.

Two Years

How is it time passes so quickly? One day you're a newborn girl being held by your big brother, and the next it's two years past his untimely death. It still doesn't seem real. Or at least not right. There are still so many regrets. So many things left unsaid.

The pain is easier now that time has passed, but there are still songs that will make me cry and sometimes I feel as if I'll never understand. But I think that's better than feeling nothing. Better than pretending everything is OK, and that nothing ever hurts.

Rest in peace John, I will always miss you.